Move at your own pace… Savor each moment because this is the freedom that life has given us…
Wow. It’s already the 2nd quarter of the year, I never expected that it would be this soon. Basically, I have lost track of what I have achieved personally in May because my days were like work, K-drama, and chatting with my better-in-every-way half.
I am quite glad that despite the pressure and the mental demands with work, I am getting the hang of it. I hope that my progress would be excellent in the days to come because there is so much work to do and I cannot afford to have delays. With my personal life however, what worries me is that I am super delayed in achieving my goals. Include the reading and couple goals. I am pretty much behind with all of my personal goals.
The “languishing syndrome” might have hit me but I am not sure what’s stopping me from doing tangible action in attaining my goals because I just don’t have the right motivation to move and make a difference at the moment. My thoughts are swirling between “Will all this make sense if the world will end tomorrow?” or “Will all this make sense if the world will turn upside down tomorrow and all my efforts have gone for naught?” And then, here comes an inspirational message that one shouldn’t wait for life to get easy before seeking ‘that’ happiness. So I don’t know. This made me a whole lot confused and when I am confused, I tend to procrastinate and spend the day doing no-brainer tasks.
I am certainly hopeful that I will find my groove again and have that hyper motivated vibe again. Life is so short and I want to live a meaningful especially that I and my better-in-every-way half are getting old. So many projects to attend and complete; so little time and financial resources to realize them.
So that is for my May. Nothing much really happened except for work and a stronger relationship with my heart. I am pretty much excited for June no matter how uncertain the days are.
So how was May for you?