Think good of the Universe and you will become.
Until next year, March!
March was pretty low key despite the emotional burdens that I’ve been carrying since the middle of 2020. Not to mention that I am contemplating about starting anew and be done with all toxicity I’m experiencing from work. But with the pandemic going on right now, taking the first step towards change is quiet scary. The uncertainties and the question whether I would live tomorrow or not remained a silent but constant voice inside my head. So it all boiled down to thinking about going all YOLO or continue doing what normal and responsible people do: save, save, and save. But what if I die tomorrow and my soul would languish on Earth regretting all the things that I didn’t do while I was still flesh and bone?
I don’t think that I am suffering from Anxiety Attacks. I did conduct a self-assessment just to check whether my mental health is still functioning well because if not, I want to manage it or go find help. So far, I did not experience any of the symptoms (or if I am, it’s prolly mild) and I am thankful for that. The one thing that this pandemic has taught me is that I must remain tough for myself because no one else would. I mean every body is carrying their own crosses after all especially with this devastating pandemic and I think that the first way that we can help is to try live and do our obligations (even if that’s the last thing that we do) as citizens of the Earth.
But anyway, I still find that life is still looking bright since the Universe has still given me glimpses about the beautiful what could have beens as long as I remain committed and faithful to what I truly desire. Always think positive and good about what the Universe is going to give to you and you will become indeed.
So there goes my March…it was quite the ride with all the realizations amidst this languishing. Always praying for the best.
How will you define your March?